argh~damn...
Friday, March 31, 2006
ya man... tat how i feel totally ARGH!!!!
fail tat MAPD...
so xia sway... retake onil 1 supp in the end still fail... haiz... let willam down man...
paisei paisei...
but ashley they all did a great job!!!
although they failed mapd as well.. but they pass both wapd n msde!!!
tat was real hard for them to cope wif 3 supp all at the same time man...
it okay~we shall work extra hard next sem ya~
it onil one stupid MAPD nia... we mustn't lose to it!!! >.<
7:51 PM
trip to SGH~
know his mum did the op yesterday... so send him a message to know how was everyting...
his reply was...
"in ICU"
i was like WAT!!!!
rush like nobody business to the phone *although it was onil steps away-_-" wakeke
had a talk to ah nia n ash... in the end we decided to head down to SGH almost immediately...
reached... but had totally no ideal where the place was...bloody guy didn't wanna tell us where it was... so we were wondering around as if we were doing some field trips.. busy keeping our heads up searching for 3 veri weighty letters "ICU"onil untill we practically walk thru out the whole building... maybe im use to how Tan Tock Seng Hospital have everyting well kept...
to mi... i tink SGH has a ting in working their system transparently... y do i say tat... becos the whole block 2 just will send chill to ur spin lar...the atmosphere there was all tense up...the moment the lift door open.. i saw a plain clothes policeman walk pass us down to the alley...tat not all... the operating room was just infront of us... of cos onil the staffs r allow the go in...but it like whenever the door open u will be able to see rows of empty beds been park by the side... of cos u can't see the surgery room... nor is there any surgery in process been seen lar... all the family were been place in tis waiting area... where they could relax themself abit by have a cup of someting or watch tv... but to mi... i tink it really pointless lar... for the tv to be there... cos all their eyes were at the door of the operation room...whenever the door open... everyone heart will just pound 1000 times, i guess... it did bring mi back to those days...wondering if they were their family members...the alley were never quite... cos u will heard the wheels of the bed rolling frm far... nurses pushing patients in to perpare for their surgery...the sound just scare us man... theres even a time when ah nia tot she saw someone being push out head covered... nah... her eyes were actually playing tricks on her... gave mi such a fright man...waited outside the ICU ward waste so much on our sms for 1 hr... onil then he agreed to meet us...-.-"had some talk n understanding abt wat going on n hows was everyting... both of us felt much better... at least we now know tat everyting was fine le =)well... tis trip was indeed a meaningful... after stories told by him made us realise even when u r in ur 20s... we r still veri exposed to thousands of different illness tat we might not even be able to fight wif back...therefore people...drink more H2O,work well,eat wellandsleep well...take care^-^
12:09 AM
JunYou,TuTu & Alan BirthdayBash!!!
Thursday, March 30, 2006
quite a happening day for the 3 siao char bos... wahaha^O^
y?
all 3 of us almost kana murdered by tis!!!!
tis r the most vicious non living ting in the world man....
they just silently creep into ur feet... bitting them every sec, every min...
by the time u knew it... ur feet already cover with scars~
darn scary izzint it... slient killer~
heh heh >.<" ash n angeles were the victims~ haha both were suffering terribley... ash's heel were far too high man... it so darn hard to walk wif... angeles's walk until nail bleed also dunno... my god.. see the impact of tis killer man...walk frm afternoon all the way till night... busy shopping for the gifts... yes... veri last min... cos all of us were rather busy n also no $$ to go out~haha walk frm wisma to taka... n again frm taka back to wisma... followed by wisma to far east... walk the whole bloody building~.~" then rush to taka to buy cake... by the time it already 6pm le~ omg... wat a day... crazzee shopping... so sad not for oursleves=,( haha rush all the way to Clark Quay... was taken aback by the beautiful secenery~ stop by n 3 crazee gals starts to take pics~ wahaha tat was y we gals came late... when the guys already reached~
paisei paisei^-^
a total of 3 person's bday was celebrated
had a fulfilling dinner at the Riverside Indonasia Restaurant...
veri statify wif the food~
the portion was alrite(jus nice)~
the place was cozy~
worthwhile to go again...
however... i dun like the atmosphere... everyone seems to be busy wif their own stuff...
seriously... see lar... all busy talking to themself... all kana caught in the act!!! wahahah^O^
maybe im been over sensitive or someting... but i've notice ppl change... it frighten mi... n i dunno wat to do~
haiz... maybe it the time we meet up is just too less ba...=(
gotta have more outting man!!!
after tat we head down to Clark Quay n searched for a nice spot n had cake cutting celebration!!!but.. there were far too many temptation!!!
so nice rite~ i tell u the fountain water is cold wan lor... freezing cold lei~
veri veri nice~
wanna go there some other time for sure~
wahaha i sound like a mountain wugui,a veri huge n old wan=.="heh heh
see~we all love it so much~ wahaha..
all da wugui^.~
yes... i know... we really took alot of pics~
tat not all lor... i edit till i almost gone bonker man...
notice there were lesser text... cos i was just so darn lazy~
so i shall end it here...
however...
last but not least~a veri happyBirthday to u guys^.^
tat all folks~
1:19 AM
coffee anyone?
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
r u willing to pay a high price for a cup of coffee?
maybe i would... if they were tis good...
maybe next time we could ask the ah nehs to have our teh-chino like tat^.~
3:42 PM
haiz
i know ppl dun seems to be in their right mind when they r depressed or some sort...
but let mi tell u one ting...
if u, urself can't get up n continue to be depressed... nobody can help u....
let mi tell u a story.... all base on actual accounts......
around 10 yrs ago...
an actually happy family was somewat ruined by one night... becos of an unfortunate event tat was abt to take place...
T's mother collapse on tat veri night n was sent to the hospital immediately... been still veri young... T n her sister was sent to the uncle's house which was onil down the corridor to stay for the night...
later the day... they head down to the hospital to visit their sick mother not knowing wat was going on... aunties n uncle gathers around the bed...
the gals just coulden stop crying seeing all the needle going thru their mother's hand...
she look so different frm her usual self...
lips were dry, eyes were listless, n face were as pale as a sheet of paper...
under the tender care of the nurses n doctors... she could finally be discharge frm the hospital after abt a wk...
life was never the same as be4... becos T's mother could no longer bring her down to wait for sch bus, nor were there any breakfast on the table(needless to say, lunch n dinner as well)... everyday, there were onil packet of rice laid on the table their father brought... tis last for a couple of months....
things seems to get back on track... when again tings happened... nights n nights... T n sis could always heard vomitting sound coming frm next door... light were always on... n the father will be rushing in n out wif a pill... the gals will onil sat by their mother side stoking their mother's back hoping tat might help a little... even be4 they head to bed they would squad be4 "guan yin" to pray for blessing everyday...
the gals were onil pri 4 and 3 at tat time n was onil they know tat their mother had a veri rare sickness called....
SYSTEMIC LUPUS ERYTHEMATOSUS(SLE) in chinese ppl call them "hong ban lang chang"
tis is a veri veri rare disease... when her mother found out abt it... she is the onil one of 200 cases in singapore. yes! onil abt 200 ppl in singapore got tis rare illness.... mostly r women...
up till tis day, there r no cure but could onil be control under medication...
veri depressed... gave up hope on life, no motivation to carry on... tears became her everyday life... the whole family became so dull....
over the yrs... she had to undergo studies for the doctors becos they r still veri new to the sickness... she had cancers for more then 3 times... in every operation, there were more then 8 doctors n nurses to handle n to studies wat the cos n wat can be prevent...
the last operation which was abt 5yrs ago, was done on the throat... a cancer was found n it was said to be harmful to the body n need to be taken out asap... the operation was a success but the doctors say if no cancer cell was found within 5 yrs, T's mother will be free frm cancer...
sad to say... a new cancer cell was found after 2 yrs ago at the veri same place....
thankfully, the cancer cell did not grow over the yrs...therefore it will still be safe for the time being... she is still undergoing monthly check up...
veri sad...
the above story happened to none other then MY family... i felt so unfair... becos why does it had to be my family? y can't the illness be cured? tonns of why came but seriously, nobody could ans tat....
yes... there were ups n downs for my family... we really been thru alot... we even tried to talk to the PAPs(gov) hoping tat they will allow my mother to buy insurances... but due to her sickness... there were nothing much they could do but to onil allow her medisave...
bills r veri high.. without the help of medisave, there were no way my family could affort the bills... mama had to suffer to share the beds room becos we could onil affort a class C...
of cos there were times when papa had to go around borrowing $$ frm uncle n aunties...
im seriously greatful for them... becos they truely help us tonns... xia xia ni men=''' )
life is veri fragile, i know... over the yrs i myself learn how to tink... i've learn to look at tings frm another view and i've learn to be strong n independent... tis is all veri easy for u.. becos i know u urself been thru alot as well...
my purpose of telling u tis was not ask for any sympathy nor do i wan any pity from anyone...
i just wanna tell u... i've been in ur shoes, not once but more than 3 times... i seriously know wat u r going thru now... wat the use of been sad for such a long time? it will not help anyting...for the time being... just stop eveyting u r doing now n concenrate on ur mother... dun go n tink of tis n tat... cos was she really wan most was for u to be there for her...
if u urself r not well taken care of... how r u going to take care of her?
having cancer doesn't mean tat person will die... the most important is try to let her be happy tis few days, it hard but u have to make her happy!!!
studies show tat there r high chances of recovery when a happy person was undergoing operation compared to those that was always stress...
therefore buck up!!! u have to be happy in order to let ur mother be happy as well!!!!
** dunno if u gonna read tis post or wat... i just hope tat my message will help alittle =)
just remember... we will all be there for u^-^
2:36 AM
goodOLDdaes~
Monday, March 27, 2006
was filpping back old photos tat day wif liling jiejie... and we were laughing our heads off...
looking at all the obiang clothes... perm hair... bob hair... silly poses...
can't help but to tink
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OMG!!! WAT WERE THEY TINKING BACK THEN?????
wahahahaha^O^
maybe it their style back then...
i then came to wonder will our mini skirt,tops n jeans be the next generation's laughing stock?
haha...
** wanted to pose the pictures... but mama was screaming her lungs off at mi... wahahahaha... she also knows wat xia sway is...
however... i found someting so darn adorable tat i almost didn't realise how much she change over the yrs...
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yes... i admit doggy look not-so-friendly over there... but i totally missed the last time doggy... so tiny n playful all the time...
i guess she was onil 2 months old... and she just coulden stop chewing our hands...
just like normal babies... at the age of onil 2 mths old... it was their time when they start to grow teeth... tat will cos their gums to itch n result in chewing at almost everyting...
we got her at the tender age of onil 2 wks old... at tat time she still didn't really know how to walk... i could still remember the worbbly her... could just fall wif less than 5 steps...
as a pup, she coulden eat soild food... milk is all she could drink...
however, she didn't even know how to drink as well... we have to even buy babies bottles to feed her or with tiny spoons... stable her on our labs n then feed her one by one...
ohh well... babies life is always short...
it already been 8 yrs.... time seems to pass so fast....
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yup... look totally different frm the past...
but to mi...
she is still as adorable...<3 as be4^-^
1:56 PM
my ohh my...
Friday, March 24, 2006
man...
ah nia gotten her V3i oready....
so envy>.<will i get mine soon?
or will i get Nokia 7370?
OMG!!!! so fastrating...i can't make choices...all lay on my papa hand...pray hard... pray real hard....
10:35 PM
13th of march~ jess&mi
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
due to supp papers.. i have to drag tis post till now...13th of march~went to meet jess at orchard like wat we always do...
it been a s uper duper long time since we last seen each other...
of cos we missed each other so darn bad^.~
well was suppose to head down to sch for the bloody MAPD revision... but then again.....
ohh well... i dun have to say lar.. since im sure everyone knoes wat going on....
wahahahah^O^
but onil one word...
IM SO SORRY!!!!~,~"
alrites.. the whole beautiful plan was to go for the super early revision which start from 10-12pm...
jess will be having overseas attachment interview all the way till 11pm... and she will just hang around in sch for another 1hr be4 we will meet up and go orchard in the beautiful bus 518~ where we can have endless crap talk on the bus... wif birds n butterfiles n rainbow & yada yada... ahem...sorry way... too... exaggerated...
but dun all those show like a wonderful plan?
too bad!!!! 1 bloodly devil screwed all!!!! DAMN!!!
YES!!! tat bloody devil is ME!!!
cos... ***u guys should know... argh i dun wanna say more lar...
im totally hopeless...
nothing in the world can cure man... forever late~.~
so in the end had to meet at orchard instead... when she still had to wait for mi ='''(
well then again we had endless fun... wahaha never fails to laugh like mad, like nobody business~
did all da super annoying stuffs which i believe ppl can't stand at all~
ohhhh.... wellssss....
PICTURES TELL ALL~
haha
took bloody tons of it...
all r damn annoying rite~ wakeke (;
stayed at mos for abt moe than an hr....
after which head down to zara~
gals r forever craving... wahahaha
not gonna show any pic... so my bloody hands was somewat retard...
all the pics was blur~
can't get enough of photos... so we went to the extend of finding a decent toilet
and settle(not shit lar!!!-.-) over there...
level after level... frm level 5 to level 26!!!!
level 26 so wulu also got ppl lar!!!!-.-
in the end... tis is all we could do~
haha... waste of time but full of fun...
we could onil hunt for new places n continues....
yes i know... really mad abt pictures...
so far tis is the most pictures in one entry!!!!
tats not all man...
later went to my all time fav place~
galilee & friends
wat can i say...
excellent View,
excellent Place,
excellent Music,
excellent Food,
excellent Service!!!
wat most important is...
IT SO DARN CHEAP!!!!!
wahaha
free flow of soup wif any purchase...
furthermore theres a promotion for all students where by all their set lunch is onil $5.90 wif a wide rang of main course to choose frm.... the usual price was frm $9.90 onwards....
where to get such offer???
tempted??
haha i dunno the exact address... but i can tell u it located at
cineleisure
level 5(place where they sold movie tixs)
@ the side of where the lift is located
stay there for more then 2 hrs... talk abt the past silly stuff... laugh till mad...
talk abt sch life... n furtures.... totally out of our mind~
after which head back to my house n have another craps session wif mami n mei mei... and of cos DOGGY~ heehee^.^
be4 jess went back home safely
4:25 AM
woohoo~
Saturday, March 18, 2006
yup im in the mood for bollywood~ wahaha new blog skin... obviously still not done yet... not veri nice so just anyOhow make 1st...shall continue after supp... add alittle bit here n there and it gonna be done real soon~ till then...wish mi luck for SUPP^.~
3:59 AM
=)
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
it currently 2.30am...
feeling rather tired frm the notes where i onil lay my eyes on them for like less than 3o mins.... it like some hex or someting...my eyes just automatically feel heavy n an urge to fall asleep man...
therefore im here...
hmmm... the next post wil be a long one with tons of pictures coming up~ but currently busy wif supp papers therefore have to wait for the pics to be edited....
right now... mind not in notes but wondering around... n guess wat...
tis is wat i've been wondering for...
wahahaha^o^
im seriously craving right now man~
papa might be getting it for mi... *praying hard*
hmmmm.... maybe i should be a daddy's gal for the period of time ya?
haiz... for the time now.... back to MAPD le...
maybe if i pass my supp,
tat might help mi get closer to my target~
alrights...
chaos~
2:37 AM
HongKongCafe~
Sunday, March 12, 2006
yup... finally went to the "meng mei yi 9" de so call HongKong cafe~
had meeting wif the ah nias... since we've been craving for HKcafe for so long i tot we might as well head down there in the evening~
plan to leave the house by 5pm as we r meeting at 6pm but due to the sudden rain had drag it till 6pm then leave the house...
GUESS WAT!!!
im the FIRST!!!!!! lalalala^.~
wahaha... 1st person reach 1st okay~
since i was early, head straight to cold storage walk the whole place receive message frm ash saying she still waiting for bus to Sengkang... since it gonna be pretty long i plan to tour around the heartland.... koven is really a small place nothing much to walk around... so went back to cold storage again(my fav forever not bored place) be4 ah nia came follow by ashley~
HKcafe~
ambiance was great!!!
BUT the service was not really up to standard...
some ppl even gave up Q-ing...
* pic were taken frm someone's~
the actual place was damn crowed man and the Q outside was never ending...
even after we leave the place, there is still ppl waiting for seats...
we queue so some time be4 we finally get settled down n had our orders taken....
wooo~ darn nice!!!!
veri satisfy wif it... onil for da steep price lar... other then tat i guess the "yuang yang" can really give it a try... though it a veri simple drink(coffee+milk tea)... but it someting that is veri well known in HK...all of us love it!!!
ashley wasn't feeling well so she ordered centuryEggCongee instead of her all-time fav bake rice...
mi n ah nia both can't resist the pork chop cheese bake spaghetti so we ended up ordering the same stuff...
could see tat ash wasn't really in much mood... she is still troubled over some stuff inspite of how mi n ah nia tried to lossen the atmosphere untill we ended up discussing abt korean dramas, onil to see her usual smile again =)
hmmm.... i guess i will just be naggy again....
it really not the time now to worry if will pass or fail again le... now is the time to concentrate on studies... it not the usual u where by u used to encourage ppl to back up n not give up.... we wanna see the usual u again... will u give us tat? =)
yet again....
remember....
we WILL be by ur side always~
cheer up gals^-^
we can do it de!
4:41 AM
superDuperLATEnightout~
Saturday, March 11, 2006
the time now is 5.30am!!!
haha got back an hr ago frm yassin....
darn awakeO.O
yup... got back result today~ hmmm....
was veri surprise wif my result...
cos onil fail 1...
dun felt happy at all... cos frends weren't so gd for them... haiz~
life is so unpredictable.... ppl study till like siao n wat they get is so not enough to cover their hardwork... why so unfair?
gals stand up ya~ we will fight tis again... no matter how manys it comes... we will fight back one after another...
we just have to believe tat we can.... =)
chat wif angeles, willam, sinhao on msn.... they all dirty talk till i almost can't breath!
willam later suggest to go yassin for supper cos super hungry~ the bloody time is 2.30 if im not wrong...
so by the time they reach is already 3am!!!
wahaha
yup had a nice nite~
5:41 AM
xin guang da dao~*
Thursday, March 09, 2006
it been super long......
Sunday, March 05, 2006
yup... it really been super long since i've last post normal events in my life... after reading up my previous post... i found out tat the last actual post was 2 FREAKIN MONTHS!!!! my ohh my... tat so darn long...
since it was a nice sunday... and had nothing better to do(never go ah gong house)i shall update my veri untouched blog...
welll let me start my post way before CNY...
27th of January
had down to shuzmod rite after submisson of projects as the gals didn't went there be4... in the end onil mi and jasmine brought stuff....
anyway... it wasn't as great as the previous one i went there wif my family... cos it was onil the January promotion wherelse tat time was the clearance sale... so clearance sale was way much cheaper....
heres wat i've brought...
tops(a&f) were @ $10 each and shorts were an avg of $20 each( all frm american eagle)
well after tat we head down to bugis for dinner... it was rather late... therefore the cafe had nothing much left on the menu...poor mi n jasmine had to force swallow the gigantic pie.... wif lots of PEAS!!!!!! -.-"
yea.... those frozen ones... yucks i hate them... wasn't enjoying at all... onil remember busying picking them out puting aside....
bugis streets had extend their opening hours to cater for e last min buyers prepared for CNY...
there for we manage to hang around there for a gd 2hrs be4 junyou called angeles to head down to chinatown together on sin hao's lorry~
angeles accompany mi to sit infront while ashley behind wif the rest of the guys....
HELL FUN!!!!
the guys were screaming on top of their voice singing CNY songs behind the lorry while mi and angeles were trying so damn hard to hid our bloody embarrass faces..... but all was fun... heh heh^0^
chinatown was so damn crowed!!! the rest was so busy buying their new year goodies... choosing tons & tons of muchi and stuffing packets n packets of jelly in a plastic bag wif cost $5 each bag... of cos ppl were trying ways to stuff as many jelly as possible...
felt hungry after all the chaos... went to yassin for our supper @ 3am plus... after tat the whole gang follow mi back to my HOUSE!!! can imagin? the whole BLOODY GANG!!!!
around 10 ppl lah... all squeeze in my tiny lift... some bloody asshole(no doubt has to be willam) scream like nobody.... so damn scary lar...
had a damn fun day!!! doubt there will be any in the furture... cos according to alan, he said tat lorry r not suppose to carry more than 8/ 10 ppl behind...unless sin hao might wanna consider changing his lorry to a family car? whahahaha^o^
28th of January
meet angeles at compass point to had our browns pluck... too bad... the shop close on the eve of CNY-.-
therefore i had a messy eye brown the whole CNY event...so we went to fareast right away... cos many shop will be only be open for half the day....
angeles brought a lot of stuff she got herself a full set of clothes... top, bottom,heels and assorise...i manage to get myself half cardi, heels n earrings....
after tat met willam n alan for lunch n ashley came just in time to try out willam new camera...
haha.... the guys took too...
and we end the trip and head home to prepare for CNY eve~
29th of January
CNY!!! haha i know im nuts to say tat now... (but u guys have to act as if i wrote tat long time ago ya~) haha...
lots of pics were taken tat day...
of cos the star of the day was none other then...
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hee2... so darn cute rite... had no ideal where they were looking at man... haha
when to ah gong house to bai nian... we gals failed to get the Chi-na kind of top... onil xin yee jie jie, gladis n doggy follow the tradition... heheh...
didn't really have tat many ang bao as compared to last yr's, but the atmosphere was still there lar...
well tis year wasn't a bad year when it comes to black jack... i won quite alot... mei mei didn't do quite well, she lose almost every set... wahahaha\^o^/
3th of February
thank you guys!!! really appreciate it^-^
4th of February
went out wif mei mei n cheryl for some shopping spree since mei mei friend got the forever21 20% discount... such offer dun come so easily... cos they happened to find in on the floor while shopping together the other day... so we really make good use wif it.... haha
was at the shop for more then 2hrs... busy choosing n trying...
ended up buying tons of stuff....
wahaha... 1st time go forever21 buy so many stuff... hardly buy anyting frm there since the things r quite ex... but since we've got the discount, shall just po li once... hee2^.~
all the shopping made us quite hungry n head down to pepper lunch~
look damn nice izzn't it... wahaha... tell u IT IS NICE!!!!!
frm the pic already look nice but when u teast it... it heaven~ haha
gonna go there again, i promise... cos really miss eating it after i saw the pic up there...
well.. after all the shopping n eating... mi n mei mei was damn broke... but it was still early so we head down to hereen n was seriously tempted by the neoprint machine... i guess im becoming a mountain wu gui already.... there are so many new machine already!!! out of curiourity... i urge mei mei to take one...
since we had no money left... i remember i had an ang bao is morning frm tuition... heheh...
so it become my savior!!! and we manage to have our pic taken...
wow... due to lack of concentration... tis bloddy post takes mi 3 days to finish man...
haha it was done when i was busying watching my korean drama, tons of chating and many other tings.. i finally manage to finish writing till here... though it was not exactly finish... but the time now is 4am(thuesday).. i odd to have some sleep ya... hee2~
tml gonna go swimming wif ah nia @ 11am... she say if im gonna be late, she gonna kill mi... which i can already pictured myself been chopped for 1000 pieces... whahaha\^o^/
so see ya...
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to be continue......
3:12 PM