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<div class="text"><div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">i know ppl dun seems to be in their right mind when they r depressed or some sort...<br />but let mi tell u one ting...<br /><br />if u, urself can't get up n continue to be depressed... nobody can help u....<br /><br />let mi tell u a story.... all base on actual accounts......<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#990000;"><em>around 10 yrs ago... </em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>an actually happy family was somewat ruined by one night... becos of an unfortunate event tat was abt to take place...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>T's mother collapse on tat veri night n was sent to the hospital immediately... been still veri young... T n her sister was sent to the uncle's house which was onil down the corridor to stay for the night...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>later the day... they head down to the hospital to visit their sick mother not knowing wat was going on... aunties n uncle gathers around the bed...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>the gals just coulden stop crying seeing all the needle going thru their mother's hand...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>she look so different frm her usual self... </em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>lips were dry, eyes were listless, n face were as pale as a sheet of paper... </em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>under the tender care of the nurses n doctors... she could finally be discharge frm the hospital after abt a wk...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>life was never the same as be4... becos T's mother could no longer bring her down to wait for sch bus, nor were there any breakfast on the table(needless to say, lunch n dinner as well)... everyday, there were onil packet of rice laid on the table their father brought... tis last for a couple of months....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>things seems to get back on track... when again tings happened... nights n nights... T n sis could always heard vomitting sound coming frm next door... light were always on... n the father will be rushing in n out wif a pill... the gals will onil sat by their mother side stoking their mother's back hoping tat might help a little... even be4 they head to bed they would squad be4 "guan yin" to pray for blessing everyday...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>the gals were onil pri 4 and 3 at tat time n was onil they know tat their mother had a veri rare sickness called....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>SYSTEMIC LUPUS ERYTHEMATOSUS(SLE)</strong></span><em> in chinese ppl call them "hong ban lang chang"</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>tis is a veri veri rare disease... when her mother found out abt it... she is the onil one of 200 cases in singapore. yes! onil abt 200 ppl in singapore got tis rare illness.... mostly r women...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>up till tis day, there r no cure but could onil be control under medication...</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#990000;"><em>veri depressed... gave up hope on life, no motivation to carry on... tears became her everyday life... the whole family became so dull....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>over the yrs... she had to undergo studies for the doctors becos they r still veri new to the sickness... she had cancers for more then 3 times... in every operation, there were more then 8 doctors n nurses to handle n to studies wat the cos n wat can be prevent...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>the last operation which was abt 5yrs ago, was done on the throat... a cancer was found n it was said to be harmful to the body n need to be taken out asap... the operation was a success but the doctors say if no cancer cell was found within 5 yrs, T's mother will be free frm cancer... </em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>sad to say... a new cancer cell was found after 2 yrs ago at the veri same place....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><em>thankfully, the cancer cell did not grow over the yrs...therefore it will still be safe for the time being... she is still undergoing monthly check up...</em></span><br /><br />veri sad...<br />the above story happened to none other then MY family... i felt so unfair... becos why does it had to be my family? y can't the illness be cured? tonns of why came but seriously, nobody could ans tat....<br /><br />yes... there were ups n downs for my family... we really been thru alot... we even tried to talk to the PAPs(gov) hoping tat they will allow my mother to buy insurances... but due to her sickness... there were nothing much they could do but to onil allow her medisave...<br /><br />bills r veri high.. without the help of medisave, there were no way my family could affort the bills... mama had to suffer to share the beds room becos we could onil affort a class C...<br />of cos there were times when papa had to go around borrowing $$ frm uncle n aunties...<br />im seriously greatful for them... becos they truely help us tonns... xia xia ni men=''' )<br /><br />life is veri fragile, i know... over the yrs i myself learn how to tink... i've learn to look at tings frm another view and i've learn to be strong n independent... tis is all veri easy for u.. becos i know u urself been thru alot as well...<br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">my purpose of telling u tis was not ask for any sympathy nor do i wan any pity from anyone...</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br />i just wanna tell u... i've been in ur shoes, not once but more than 3 times... i seriously know wat u r going thru now... wat the use of been sad for such a long time? it will not help anyting...for the time being... just stop eveyting u r doing now n concenrate on ur mother... dun go n tink of tis n tat... cos was she really wan most was for u to be there for her...<br />if u urself r not well taken care of... how r u going to take care of her?<br />having cancer doesn't mean tat person will die... the most important is try to let her be happy tis few days, it hard but u have to make her happy!!!<br /><br />studies show tat there r high chances of recovery when a happy person was undergoing operation compared to those that was always stress...<br /><br />therefore buck up!!! u have to be happy in order to let ur mother be happy as well!!!!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"><em>** dunno if u gonna read tis post or wat... i just hope tat my message will help alittle =)<br /></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">just remember... we will all be there for u^-^</span><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></span><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><Br>
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